Loving, Losing and Learning
Who was your most influential teacher? Why? My most influential teacher is life. Life has taught me to take the good with the bad. I learned to get up no matter how many times I fall. But also to appreciate the good people in my life and to be grateful for all of my blessings
What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had? I’m an empath. I sense and pick up on the emotions of others. It can be overwhelming at times. But it makes me even more nurturing and understanding to the needs of others. I’m intuitive and a great listener. I also read tarot
You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike? I would have to take this trip by car. Granted it will take longer to get where we’re going. But a cross-country trip with that special someone would be great. I imagine beautiful scenery, pictures, great conversations, laughs, car karaoke and bonding. All
What tattoo do you want and where would you put it? I want an Ankh tattoo and I want to place it on my wrist or one of my fingers. The ankh is the Egyptian symbol of life… resurrection, fertility, wisdom etc.. It was precious to deities and royalty. It was also a symbol for
What is one word that describes you? Resilient. No matter how many lemons life throws at me. I find a way to make the best damn lemonade 😉.
What was the best compliment you’ve received? The best compliment I’ve gotten was about how beautiful I am and I’m not just talking about physical beauty. He tells me how beautiful my soul is. He makes me feel beautiful in every way. At my best, worst and even on my bratty days lol. He just
What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times? American Horror Story Coven. I absolutely loved that season. The acting and storyline was superb. Not to mention it had a Stevie Nicks feature and who doesn’t love Stevie Nicks 😊. I’ve also watched Game of Thrones and Power more than 5 times.
How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success? I use failure as a lesson. It allows me to do some introspection, reevaluating and, healing. Failure, pain and disappointment have pushed me to my full potential in certain areas of my life. It’s perfectly fine to fail.. but it’s not okay
What experiences in life helped you grow the most? Pain and love. Pain helped me grow and love opened my heart.
Y’all ever met someone who you felt was perfect for you? But your past and their past has your heart and mind in a choke hold? Well, that was me and “him.” I love him bad and deeply, and that wont ever change. We have a deep connection that cannot be explained. This poem touches
I came outta the darkness, released all the pain. I’ll never let a trial, or a tribulation keep me derailed. Purpose in my pain. Wisdom in my noggin. If I don’t know anything I know there ain’t no stopping. Me and what I’m destined to be. Amazing mother, talented author, successful entrepreneur, and blogger. I’m
WARNING: Lot’s of profanity was used while writing and recording this lol. I can’t lie recording the audio for this poem was interesting and funny. This man has me stumbling over my words and panting a little lol. I hope everyone enjoys this one as much as you enjoyed my Soul Tie Series. Don’t forget
It was the spring of 2020.. the day that tall dark and handsome came in. He walked into my life and changed everything. Instant connection. The perfect combination of pleasure and pain. I wasn’t head over heels. I was hurt over heart. Love another man… ha I think not. I was initially standoffish when it
Healing is hard but necessary… I decide to take you guys along on my journey with me. Let’s go… I found love in the midst of pain. Found hope in the darkness and the rain. All I wanted and searched for seemed so far away. But then you showed up and lit my world up.
WARNING !! !! Lots of profanity was used when writing, typing and recording this. You’ve been warned. I hope my mom doesn’t listen to this one lol enjoy. Sunshine’s Time Trembling, shaking, my hearts steady racing. Getting dressed and humming sweet melodies. Head full of thoughts of his dope ass loving. Anticipating him all over
I don’t want for a man to desire my body. I want him to devour and desire my soul. Someone who’ll hold my heart captive and never let it go. Someone even when angered by me they’d rarely let it show. He thinks before he speaks because he knows the power of his words. Someone
Author: J’Lee Do you hear me calling out? There’s hurt and anguish in my voice. I’m screaming at the top of my lungs. Can you hear me now? Life isn’t always fair but God you promised you’d always be there. Sometimes I fear you cannot hear me how I want or need you to. I
This poem was hard to write and even harder to post. This type of vulnerability is very hard to expose. We always celebrate love and hide hurt, heartache, and loss. I’m sure many of you have experienced the same heartbreak of your own. It’s now time to heal, blossom and grow. You’re worthy of love
Hi guys…. It’s been a while. But I’m back and excited to share with you the good news. I’m officially an author!! Perfectly Imperfect is for children ages 3-11. Here’s a quick synopsis of the book: Dealing with bullies isn’t always easy and Sunshine usually deals with it pretty well. But today the taunting becomes
Honestly, the first step in knowing what real love is. Begins with asking yourself are you giving yourself the type of love you’d like to receive? Because no one will ever love and accept you. If you aren’t loving and accepting yourself. I’ve had my personal struggles with self esteem and self acceptance in the
AUTHOR: J’LEE I WANNA ELEVATE AND MEDITATE WITH YOU. SIT ON YOUR LAP AND RUB YOUR BEARD WHILE I EAR FUCK YOU. I NEVER KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO MORE. KISS YOU, FUCK YOU OR STARE INTO YOUR SOUL. OUR SEX IS LIKE A HIGH AND I LEVITATE WITH YOU. MY SOUL CAN’T HELP BUT
Author: J’lee Our love feels like a dream… the ones that unexpectedly come true. On cloud nine and it’s all because of you. I value how time seems to stop when I’m with you. Twin my flame burns hotter and higher with you. Extreme fire and desiring you more and more. We’ve always managed to
Top Five Lessons of 2021 Believe patterns/actions… not words. You’ll never get anywhere living in fear. Control your thoughts or they will control you. Everything you need lies within you. Time waits for no man. Honestly, this year had many ups and downs. But overall, I’m happy with where I am, who I’m becoming and
Hey guys this is a short poem that’s been in my archive since the beginning of the year. So, I decided to upload it. I’m sure many of you can/will relate. I hope you enjoy it. Cycles are ending and we’re welcoming the new. New year… New you… possibly new boo 😊. A Missed Opportunity.
I can’t believe it’s been a year since I started this blog. It took an enormous amount of strength and courage to embark on this new endeavor. Just being able to share my thoughts, fears, and experiences to help, heal and encourage others has been extremely fulfilling spiritually and emotionally. I couldn’t be prouder of
Author: J’Lee This love is more than I could ever ask for and when we collide it’s a beautiful disaster. One look in your eyes sends waves of passion between my thighs. Instantaneously chills flow up and down my spine. I remember praying for your return and now that you’re home…. I need you to
As I sat to write this blog post my anxiety immediately kicked in. It isn’t an easy topic to talk about. But in honor of National Domestic Violence month, I decided to talk about my experiences and to shed light on the topic. I’ve shared my story with a few close friends and family members.
Do Men and Women Still Want or Value Marriage? I think we’ve been programmed to think that marriage is something we should all stride for. Since childhood we’ve been taught to get an education, get a good job, find someone…settle down and have kids. But I’ve realized and understand now more than ever that some
How and where to meet A Good Man. I’m back guys…. two week”s in a row 😊. This weeks topic was inspired by one of my favorite mentors Tony Gaskins. I always find it interesting to hear men talk about what they look for in women. As well as what turns them off and on.
I watched an interesting interview over the weekend on the podcast Dear Future Wifey and it inspired this post. I’d like to start this post off by saying never settle for anything in life. If you know you’re worthy of so much. Be it a better job, a raise or a relationship. Anything that is
I feel like it’s almost cliche to say when things don’t work out there’s always something better. But the fact of the matter is that it’s a very TRUE statement. When it comes to matters of the heart everyone wants love. But what happens when the love isn’t reciprocated. What do you do when that
We all go through things in life.. But I constantly remind myself that after the pain comes better days. Spirituality is what has gotten me through some of my toughest days. Have you ever heard of the dark night of the soul? It’s similiar to depression. But it’s more like a spiritual depression. It causes
Author: J’Lee Sunshine’s Blues I let him fill my ears with lies and my pussy with cum.. thinking he would be the one. Sweet lies… open mind and ears closed to the truth. I believed in us… so I believed in you. Left feeling lonely… I was sad and blue. Heart on cold… love on hold.
Twin Flames By: Author J’lee My friends think I’m crazy because I can’t let you go. But what they don’t realize is you’re the other half of my soul. Yin and yang. Pleasure and pain. The one who holds my heart in his hands. The sweetest love that I’ve ever known. But this chaser runner
During a session with my therapist last week. I realized that a big part of my struggles in romantic connections are due to my abandonment issues. I was able to self diagnose and my therapist confirmed this. My task for my next session was to dig deep within me to figure out where my abandonment
Being the mother of a 14 year old is by far a blessing and scary. In three years she will be leaving home and as her mom it’s my job to prepare her for the world. I think more than anything I fear failing her. My question to those of you with daughters is what
Runaway Love Author: J’Lee He entered my life but I refused to let him into my heart. Too hurt, too broken from the men before. But there was something in his eyes from the moment we met. They were enchanting… he was enticing and I wanted him so bad. But I wasn’t quite ready to
Author: J’Lee He feels like a tidal wave of pleasure and pain. Our ups and downs leave me in shambles and chains. Tied by our souls… we’re whole when we’re together. I hate him… then I love him…. yet I cannot forget him. He kissed my lips and touched my soul. His absence makes me
I’m sure we’ve all either heard or learned from previous experience that going from friends to lovers is not always wise. I wouldn’t suggest it just based off the couple times that I did it. Enter at your own risk. It could grow into something beautiful and loving or a beautiful nightmare. It really depends
He didn’t choose me… and I didn’t chase him. Nothing hurts more than feeling rejected or led on. I remember the goofy shit I would do when I was younger. Like blow someone’s phone up. Send a bunch of text messages or stalk their myspace page. Hell I would even get my girlfriends phones to
Ever since Gary Chapman came out with his book The 5 love languages: The secret to love that lasts. It’s been showing up every where and many of us have been curious about this topic. It’s definietly an eye opener and a relationship saver. Most of us learned the love language our parents displayed when
I’ve been single for a year and a half and hunny the mistakes I’ve made and seen other women make inspired this post. It’s time to get real and honest. If you want to cut out on wasted time and disappointments then listen up. I think it’s pretty common for women to be more of
Smiles hide your pretty lies. Pride hides your scars. Beautiful eyes full of beautiful lies. Who would even know? That there’s hidden beauty and magic that lies within your soul. Beautiful seductress who uses sexuality to get her way. Beautiful lonely girl when it’s over and they choose not to stay. Beautiful broken girl who
While listening to Jazmine Sullivan’s new EP Heaux Tales. I came across the video above. I can relate to it and I’m sure a lot of woman can relate as well. I’ve definitely used my beauty, femininity and sexuality to my advantage at times. Some people might say Leesh you’re beautiful… I would’ve never thought
Today I took a mental health day. I truly dislike days like this!!! But I understand that the sun isn’t going to shine everyday. I know that it’s perfectly okay if I need a moment to rest, relax and rejuvenate. Not long ago I told my therapist how much I hate my depressed days. I
Do We Really Need Closure To Move On? Let’s talk about it! People come into your life and sometimes they leave just as quick as they came in. Relationships end.. friendships end and the effects of that can be hard to deal with. Especially when people exit your life and the reason is unknown. Those
Author: J’Lee My soul was weary, my faith had lapsed. There was nowhere to run. There was no going back. I looked to the sky contemplating…. When? and How? Regardless I decided I was gonna make it. The leap of faith I was gonna take it. I cried out to God with tears in my
Author: J’Lee Here I am a complete mystery. Complicated yet full of so much symplicity. A courageous, outgoing woman with so much dignity. Versatility to transform into whomever I wanna be. Willing to do any and everything as long as it’s what’s best for me. Walking away from anything that no longer serves me. Happy,
Are you superstitious? Yes, I’m a very superstitious person lol. But I’m also very spiritual and believe in the after life, reincarnation etc… Some superstitions are outrageous. But most make sense to me.
Which animal would you compare yourself to and why? I would compare myself to a lioness. Lioness are both strong yet soft. She’s protective and nurturing. Lions/lioness are courageous and are only in attack mode when need be. They work in teams for the wellbeing of the pack. A lioness sums up who I am
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self. Hello Alicia, I hope you remembered to smile through it all.. the good times and the bad. I know you made sure to bring love, positivity and encouragement where ever you went. Did you remember that no matter how much you achieved or how much money you made
Life Lessons With Leesh 